from
"Where I Lived and What I Lived for," Walden
Every morning was a cheerful invitation to make my life of equal
simplicity, and I may say innocence, with Nature herself. I have been as sincere a
worshipper of Aurora as the Greeks. I got up early and bathed in the pond; that was a
religious exercise, and one of the best things which I did. They say that characters were
engraven on the bathing tub of King Tching-thang to this effect: "Renew thyself
completely each day; do it again, and again, and forever again." I can understand
that. Morning brings back the heroic ages. I was as much affected by the faint burn of a
mosquito making its invisible and unimaginable tour through my apartment at earliest dawn,
when I was sailing with door and windows open, as I could be by any trumpet that ever sang
of fame. It was Homer's requiem; itself an Iliad and Odyssey in the air, singing its own
wrath and wanderings. There was something cosmical about it; a standing advertisement,
till forbidden, of the everlasting vigor and fertility of the world.
The morning, which is the most memorable season of the day, is the
awakening hour. Then there is least somnolence in us; and for an hour, at least, some part
of us awakes which slumbers all the rest of the day and night. Little is to be expected of
that day, if it can be called a day, to which we are not awakened by our Genius, but by
the mechanical nudgings of some servitor, are not awakened by our own newly acquired force
and aspirations from within, accompanied by the undulations of celestial music, instead of
factory bells, and a fragrance filling the air- to a higher life than we fell asleep from;
and thus the darkness bear its fruit, and prove itself to be good, no less than the light.
That man who does not believe that each day contains an earlier, more
sacred, and auroral hour than he has yet profaned, has despaired of life, and is pursuing
a descending and darkening way. After a partial cessation of his sensuous life, the soul
of man, or its organs rather, are reinvigorated each day, and his Genius tries again what
noble life it can make. All memorable events, I should say, transpire in morning time and
in a morning atmosphere. The Vedas say, "All intelligences awake with the
morning." Poetry and art, and the faire stand most memorable of the actions of men,
date from such an hour. All poets and heroes, like Memnon, are the children of Aurora, and
emit their music at sunrise.
To him whose elastic and vigorous thought keeps pace with the sun, the
day is a perpetual morning. It matters not what the clocks say or the attitudes and labors
of men. Morning is when I am awake and there is a dawn in me. Moral reform is the effort
to throw off sleep. Why is it that men give so poor an account of their day if they have
not been slumbering? They are not such poor calculators. If they had not been overcome
with drowsiness, they would have performed something. The millions are awake enough for
physical labor; but only one in a million is awake enough for effective intellectual
exertion, only one in a hundred millions to a poetic or divine life. To be awake is to be
alive. I have never yet met a man who was quite awake. How could I have looked him in the
face?
We must learn to reawaken and keep ourselves awake, not by mechanical
aids, but by an infinite expectation of the dawn, which does not forsake us in our
soundest sleep. I know of no more encouraging fact than the unquestionable ability of man
to elevate his life by a conscious endeavor. It is something to be able to paint a
particular picture, or to carve a statue, and so to make a few objects beautiful; but it
is far more glorious to carve and paint the very atmosphere and medium through which we
look, which morally we can do. To affect the quality of the day, that is the highest of
arts. Every man is tasked to make his life, even in its details, worthy of the
contemplation of his most elevated and critical hour. If we refused, or rather used up,
such paltry information as we get, the oracles would distinctly inform us how this might
be done.
I went to the woods because I wished to live deliberately, to front
only the essential facts of life, and see if I could not learn what it had to teach, and
not, when I came to die, discover that I had not lived. I did not wish to live what was
not life, living is so dear; nor did I wish to practise resignation, unless it was quite
necessary. I wanted to live deep and suck out all the marrow of life, to live so sturdily
and Spartan- like as to put to rout all that was not life, to cut a broad swath and shave
close, to drive life into a corner, and reduce it to its lowest terms, and, if it proved
to be mean, why then to get the whole and genuine meanness of it, and publish its meanness
to the world; or if it were sublime, to know it by experience, and be able to give a true
account of it in my next excursion. For most men, it appears to me, are in a strange
uncertainty about it, whether it is of the devil or of God, and have somewhat hastily
concluded that it is the chief end of man here to "glorify God and enjoy him
forever."
Still we live meanly, like ants; though the fable tells us that we
were long ago changed into men; like pygmies we fight with cranes; it is error upon error,
and clout upon clout, and our best virtue has for its occasion a superfluous and evitable
wretchedness. Our life is frittered away by detail. An honest man has hardly need to count
more than his ten fingers, or in extreme cases he may add his ten toes, and lump the rest.
Simplicity, simplicity, simplicity! I say, let your affairs be as two or three, and not a
hundred or a thousand; instead of a million count half a dozen, and keep your accounts on
your thumb-nail. In the midst of this chopping sea of civilized life, such are the clouds
and storms and quicksands and thousand-and-one items to be allowed for, that a man has to
live, if he would not founder and go to the bottom and not make his port at all, by dead
reckoning, and he must be a great calculator indeed who succeeds.
Simplify, simplify. Instead of three meals a day, if it be necessary
eat but one; instead of a hundred dishes, five; and reduce other things in proportion. Our
life is like a German Confederacy, made up of petty states, with its boundary forever
fluctuating, so that even a German cannot tell you how it is bounded at any moment. The
nation itself, with all its so- called internal improvements, which, by the way are all
external and superficial, is just such an unwieldy and overgrown establishment, cluttered
with furniture and tripped up by its own traps, ruined by luxury and heedless expense, by
want of calculation and a worthy aim, as the million households in the land; and the only
cure for it, as for them, is in a rigid economy, a stern and more than Spartan simplicity
of life and elevation of purpose. It lives too fast.
Men think that it is essential that the Nation have commerce, and
export ice, and talk through a telegraph, and ride thirty miles an hour, without a doubt,
whether they do or not; but whether we should live like baboons or like men, is a little
uncertain. If we do not get out sleepers, and forge rails, and devote days and nights to
the work, but go to tinkering upon our lives to improve them, who will build railroads?
And if railroads are not built, how shall we get to heaven in season? But if we stay at
home and mind our business, who will want railroads? We do not ride on the railroad; it
rides upon us. Did you ever think what those sleepers are that underlie the railroad? Each
one is a man, an Irishman, or a Yankee man. The rails are laid on them, and they are
covered with sand, and the cars run smoothly over them. They are sound sleepers, I assure
you. And every few years a new lot is laid down and run over; so that, if some have the
pleasure of riding on a rail, others have the misfortune to be ridden upon. And when they
run over a man that is walking in his sleep, a supernumerary sleeper in the wrong
position, and wake him up, they suddenly stop the cars, and make a hue and cry about it,
as if this were an exception. I am glad to know that it takes a gang of men for every five
miles to keep the sleepers down and level in their beds as it is, for this is a sign that
they may sometime get up again.
Why should we live with such hurry and waste of life? We are
determined to be starved before we are hungry. Men say that a stitchin time saves nine,
and so they take a thousand stitches today to save nine tomorrow. As for work, we haven't
any of any consequence. We have the Saint Vitus' dance, and cannot possibly keep our heads
still. If I should only give a few pulls at the parish bell-rope, as for a fire, that is,
without setting the bell, there is hardly a man on his farm in the outskirts of Concord,
notwithstanding that press of engagements which was his excuse so many times this morning,
nor a boy, nor a woman, I might almost say, but would forsake all and follow that sound,
not mainly to save property from the flames, but, if we will confess the truth, much more
to see it burn, since burn it must, and we, be it known, did not set it on fire- or to see
it put out, and have a hand in it, if that is done as handsomely; yes, even if it were the
parish church itself. Hardly a man takes a half-hour's nap after dinner, but when he wakes
he holds up his head and asks, "What's the news?" as if the rest of mankind had
stood his sentinels. Some give directions to be waked every half-hour, doubtless for no
other purpose; and then, to pay for it, they tell what they have dreamed. After a night's
sleep the news is as indispensable as the breakfast. "Pray tell me anything new that
has happened to a man anywhere on this globe"- and he reads it over his coffee and
rolls, that a man has had his eyes gouged out this morning on the Wachito River; never
dreaming the while that he lives in the dark unfathomed mammoth cave of this world, and
has but the rudiment of an eye himself.
I am sure that I never read any memorable news in a newspaper.
If we read of one man robbed, or murdered, or killed by accident, or one house burned, or
one vessel wrecked, or one steamboat blown up, or one cow run over on the Western
Railroad, or one mad dog killed, or one lot of grasshoppers in the winter- we never need
read of another. One is enough. If you are acquainted with the principle, what do you care
for a myriad instances and applications? To a philosopher all news, as it is called, is
gossip, and they who edit and read it are old women over their tea. Yet not a few are
greedy after this gossip. There was such a rush, as I hear, the other day at one of the
offices to learn the foreign news by the last arrival, that several large squares of plate
glass belonging to the establishment were broken by the pressure- news which I seriously
think a ready wit might write a twelve-month, or twelve years, beforehand with sufficient
accuracy.
If one may judge who rarely looks into the newspapers, nothing new does
ever happen in foreign parts, a French revolution not excepted.
Shams and delusions are esteemed for soundest truths, while reality is
fabulous. If men would steadily observe realities only, and not allow themselves to be
deluded, life, to compare it with such things as we know, would be like a fairy tale and
the Arabian Nights' Entertainments. If we respected only what is inevitable and has a
right to be, music and poetry would resound along the streets. When we are unhurried and
wise, we perceive that only great and worthy things have any permanent and absolute
existence, that petty fears and petty pleasures are but the shadow of the reality. This is
always exhilarating and sublime. By closing the eyes and slumbering, and consenting to be
deceived by shows, men establish and confirm their daily life of routine and habit
everywhere, which still is built on purely illusory foundations. Children, who play life,
discern its true law and relations more clearly than men, who fail to live it worthily,
but who think that they are wiser by experience, that is, by failure. I have read in a
Hindoo book, that "there was a king's son, who, being expelled in infancy from his
native city, was brought up by a forester, and, growing up to maturity in that state,
imagined himself to belong to the barbarous race with which he lived. One of his father's
ministers having discovered him, revealed to him what he was, and the misconception of his
character was removed, and he knew himself to be a prince. So soul," continues the
Hindoo philosopher, "from the circumstances in which it is placed, mistakes its own
character, until the truth is revealed to it by some holy teacher, and then it knows
itself to be Brahme."
I perceive that we inhabitants of New England live this mean life that
we do because our vision does not penetrate the surface of things. We think that that is
which appears to be. If a man should walk through this town and see only the reality,
where, think you, would the "Mill-dam" go to? If he should give us an account of
the realities he beheld there, we should not recognize the place in his description. Look
at a meeting-house, or a court-house, or a jail, or a shop, or a dwelling-house, and say
what that thing really is before a true gaze, and they would all go to pieces in your
account of them. Men esteem truth remote, in the outskirts of the system, behind the
farthest star, before Adam and after the last man. In eternity there is indeed something
true and sublime. But all these times and places and occasions are now and here. God
himself culminates in the present moment, and will never be more divine in the lapse of
all the ages. And we are enabled to apprehend at all what is sublime and noble only by the
perpetual instilling and drenching of the reality that surrounds us. The universe
constantly and obediently answers to our conceptions; whether we travel fast or slow, the
track is laid for us. Let us spend our lives in conceiving then. The poet or the artist
never yet had so fair and noble a design but some of his posterity at least could
accomplish it.
Let us spend one day as deliberately as Nature, and not be thrown off
the track by every nutshell and mosquito's wing that falls on the rails. Let us rise early
and fast, or break fast, gently and without perturbation; let company come and let company
go, let the bells ring and the children cry- determined to make a day of it. Why should we
knock under and go with the stream? Let us not be upset and overwhelmed in that terrible
rapid and whirlpool called a dinner, situated in the meridian shallows. Weather this
danger and you are safe, for the rest of the way is down hill. With unrelaxed nerves, with
morning vigor, sail by it, looking another way, tied to the mast like Ulysses. If the
engine whistles, let it whistle till it is hoarse for its pains. If the bell rings, why
should we run? We will consider what kind of music they are like.
Let us settle ourselves, and work and wedge our feet downward through
the mud and slush of opinion, and prejudice, and tradition, and delusion, and appearance,
that alluvion which covers the globe, through Paris and London, through New York and
Boston and Concord, through Church and State, through poetry and philosophy and religion,
till we come to a hard bottom and rocks in place, which we can call reality, and say, This
is, and no mistake; and then begin, having a point d'appui, below freshet and frost and
fire, a place where you might found a wall or a state, or set a lamp-post safely, or
perhaps a gauge, not a Nilometer, but a Realometer, that future ages might know how deep a
freshet of shams and appearances had gathered from time to time. If you stand right
fronting and face to face to a fact, you will seethe sun glimmer on both its surfaces, as
if it were a cimeter, and feel its sweet edge dividing you through the heart and marrow,
and so you will happily conclude your mortal career. Be it life or death, we crave only
reality. If we are really dying, let us hear the rattle in our throats and feel cold in
the extremities; if we are alive, let us go about our business.
Time is but the stream I go a-fishing in. I drink at it; but while I
drink I see the sandy bottom and detect how shallow it is. Its thin current slides away,
but eternity remains. I would drink deeper; fish in the sky, whose bottom is pebbly with
stars. I cannot count one. I know not the first letter of the alphabet. I have always been
regretting that I was not as wise as the day I was born. The intellect is a cleaver; it
discerns and rifts its way into the secret of things. I do not wish to be any more busy
with my hands than is necessary. My head is hands and feet. I feel all my best faculties
concentrated in it. My instinct tells me that my head is an organ for burrowing, as some
creatures use their snout and fore paws, and with it I would mine and burrow my way
through these hills. I think that the richest vein is somewhere hereabouts; so by the
divining-rod and thin rising vapors I judge; and here I will begin to mine.